Currently I am a little bit tired of all of this inspirational talk. I feel like that is all I have been posting lately so it is time for a break. Also, those are the very last words I want to hear. Therefore, I assume my (very few) readers are just as sick of reading it as I am of writing it.
Right now I am feeling slightly rebellious. I am feeling a little bit ferocious. A tad bit feisty. And completely anxious. Sue me.
So instead of looking ahead, because I am just too exhausted to think, too tired to dig deep and be inspirational, too famished to really show any of you a hidden piece of me, I am just going to log what is happening right now. Here is yet another stolen idea from my creative sister.
Excited for the next few concerts on my calendar. It is time to turn the music up a notch and cha cha my butt off.
Thinking of how amazing it would be to be the one to create calorie-free brownies. And then I remember my non existent skills in the kitchen. Somehow, even Caitlyn managed to surpass my microwave ability.
Eating lots and lots and lots of quinoa. Turns out it is completely tasty. Protein Bar (and the amount of quinoa they serve me on a weekly basis) has sort of drained my spending money. And it is completely worth it.
Looking at old photos and thanking God I no longer am that awkward girl in the back of blurry pictures. I am still completely awkward. But I own it. Front and center.
Wondering if skydiving would really give me the adrenaline rush I have been searching for again. It is time to bring some excitement back.
Feeling sore. Turns out two glasses of wine before the gym (although not ideal) might be exactly what I needed to whip my butt into shape. That little wine buzz passed the time a lot quicker than a protein shake.
Remembering the last time I went camping (5 years ago). I had a rock digging into my back the entire night. Yet I have an itch to reconnect with the outdoors. As long as there is whiskey and a fire involved. And perhaps a better sleeping pad.
Wearing my gifted Batman t-shirt. This thing is so, so comfy.
Inspired by the two little tikes at CFD who's Western Wishes wish was to sit on top of chute 9 for the tie down roping. Those two, along with thousands of other children, are fighting a mean battle with a disease every single day. They are so strong, so fearless and instead of just saying I want to be a part of that foundation, I finally made the call.
Catching up on the current events. Twitter really does wonders on informing me of everything I have been missing. Breaking news! the K-Dash clan is still completely ridiculous.
Dreaming of unlimited rows of cowboy boots.
Planning for my next trip out of Colorado. Now accepting destination ideas. Also planning my weekend rendezvous with a good book.
Listening to Casey Donahew's pandora station. That man knows what's up.
Forcing myself to read more German literature. My brain needs a challenge again.
Grateful for my beautiful life, my handful of wonderful friends that love every single part of me even when I am in my feisty moods and especially grateful for hammers. Those things really do come in handy.
Until next time,
xx
K
